fiuhhh....
its been a hard day, either in my professional and personal life...
this is like the first I'm sure, I won't be able to share anything to someone that in the recent months aways have a chit chat with me almost everyday... why? because i want it to.
yesterday we met, and i asked him to give me a time for me to deal with my feeling for him....
am i crazy? surely do, because if i don't do that i will keep thinking that he always there for me i cannot move on to other heart until the dooms day for our 'friendship' came. it's the time when he's finally found his half and the big possibility is not me. if it's happened, i will get crazier then now.. so I think I made a good decision right?
he's kinda surprised i guess, but what can he say... it's done.. at least until i can accept all of this kampret situation... or maybe until he change his mind... who knows?
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